{"id":398,"date":"2012-01-01T16:55:49","date_gmt":"2012-01-01T16:55:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/requitedarchive.wordpress.com\/?p=398"},"modified":"2021-08-04T19:20:45","modified_gmt":"2021-08-04T19:20:45","slug":"introductory-notes-on-a-date-uptown-chicago-2008-november","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/2012\/01\/01\/introductory-notes-on-a-date-uptown-chicago-2008-november\/","title":{"rendered":"Introductory Notes on a Date, Uptown Chicago, 2008, November"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You want a drink? Want to follow me?<\/p>\n<p>(Applause)<\/p>\n<p>And this is what we talk about: Sexual Perversity In Chicago? We\u2019d do better discussing the contours of ugliness in this nasty god\u2019s splayed out seventeen year old. God in this total thing. Count it that famous charm, a wanting to get inside more than anything else, more than wanting to know the burn, the glow of your nasturtium.<\/p>\n<p>(More)<\/p>\n<p>This light is your power and you make this room\u2019s glass go humid, waitresses into such a mangled rhapsody, bricolage that cannot be undone. And there is the way my breath smells. Fat nutria butter now greasing yellow. Consider, if you are counting \u2013 there are fingers longer than me \u2013<\/p>\n<p>the key to tinier loves: here is eccentricity: lockslockslockslockslocks<\/p>\n<p>(Gasp)<\/p>\n<p>This liking\u2019s a tremolux. A seeing after the care of the diminutive of excitement, anxiety of the garden variety. This is time to taste the beer kicking way down inside you lyrics. You can sing my name if you need, even if you\u2019re not a singer. Sing Gary. See how it biscuits in your mouth: Gary.<\/p>\n<p>(Comfort) (Autograph Pens Clicking In Support)<\/p>\n<p>Marriage is not a thing to hold against anyone. Even the lonely line cook. He cooks you ducks, I know. Sexual, decadent ducks. Feel the reduction plating your teeth. It\u2019s like we bleed like bank work and can\u2019t be helped. For a very long time.<\/p>\n<p>Let us make all of this shorter! Feel the combustion in all of our smallness!<\/p>\n<p>(Enlightenment, Really)<\/p>\n<p>Think of Chicago. Think of the north of Chicago, the heart of the north of Chicago. Anything is easily uttered when there\u2019s no more care for the village, or Pittsburgh.<\/p>\n<p>Not to say I know ways of being \u2013 of course I do! Just to say that for everything, for the shade of your back in the purple green lights of the liquor store under the train, for the acting in your sex, for the frustration in the way we play, for how our hinging silences are especially wrong, for all of this, there is a price. Ask any other.<\/p>\n<p>(Exit)<\/p>\n<p>Inside.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gary F. Sheppard&#8217;s<\/strong> writing has appeared in<em> New York Tyrant, Word Riot, Pank,<\/em> and <em>Everyday Genius.<\/em> He lives in Oxford, Mississippi where he co-edits <em>The Yalobusha Review<\/em> and <em>Kitty Snacks Magazine.<br \/>\n<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You want a drink? Want to follow me? (Applause) And this is what we talk about: Sexual Perversity In Chicago? We\u2019d do better discussing the contours of ugliness in this nasty god\u2019s splayed out seventeen year old. God in this<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":384,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9926],"tags":[22045],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/384"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=398"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1811,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions\/1811"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=398"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=398"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=398"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}