{"id":714,"date":"2013-02-15T20:20:17","date_gmt":"2013-02-15T20:20:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/requitedarchive.wordpress.com\/?p=714"},"modified":"2021-08-04T19:20:10","modified_gmt":"2021-08-04T19:20:10","slug":"antonyms-for-reticence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/2013\/02\/15\/antonyms-for-reticence\/","title":{"rendered":"Antonyms for Reticence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Having breathed the invisible glass<br \/>\nhaving forfeited my gas mask, last chance<br \/>\nbefore the sea levels everything<br \/>\nin its way\u2014killing it with contrast<\/p>\n<p>To cough up an excuse, a vow, a word for how<br \/>\neyes are still the vulnerable vowels<br \/>\nthrough which slip a soul: sound fury burning salt and me<br \/>\nnot getting any of it down: the un-crying shame<\/p>\n<p>Of a beached whale bathed in wailing gulls,<br \/>\nlittle Sally selling seashells by the sea-corpse<br \/>\nin the dream I lost my voice<br \/>\nscreaming <em>Has anyone seen this pearl?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Lines cast out from tired poems and tied to lime<br \/>\nstones too fragile to make a dent<br \/>\nin anything, get wasted on this window,<br \/>\nshattered on that heart.<\/p>\n<p>If broken, call me a liar. If bleeding, call me Ishmael.<br \/>\nIf god\u2019s blade dulls, if gunmetal blue rivers<br \/>\nnever lap crimson forth, would not even Moses slit his<br \/>\nto prove the Nile sentient?<\/p>\n<p>Where is the grain of truth in these fool\u2019s gold waves\u2014<br \/>\nthese days that find you waiting on the Furies<br \/>\nto sweep down and disperse<br \/>\nyour silver lining into acid-black dusk?<\/p>\n<p>When they come you set the island on fire<br \/>\nwith your glory-torch: a fist-full of words<br \/>\nmy photo cloned and posted<br \/>\nall across the flaming hillside\u2014I saw it<\/p>\n<p>With my own eyes, and only my own eyes<br \/>\nknow how many oil spills I counted on<br \/>\nthat quiet drive, which, because circle, felt endless.<br \/>\nFeelings are toxic or they\u2019re nothing<\/p>\n<p>And I\u2019m banking on the former and I\u2019m drowning<br \/>\non the shore. If some secrets aren\u2019t lies<br \/>\nif confessions can be true<br \/>\nI\u2019d slay I\u2019d for you.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Adrian Silbernagel<\/strong>&#8216;s work has been published in\u00a0<i>The Columbia Review<\/i>,\u00a0<i>Rufous City Review<\/i>,\u00a0<i>Painted Bride Quarterly<\/i>, <i>Fruita Pulp, Two Hawks Quarterly,<\/i>\u00a0and elsewhere. Visit his website:\u00a0<a id=\"m_3459250625730957063m_6034639943940657213LPlnk266857\" class=\"m_3459250625730957063m_6034639943940657213x_x_OWAAutoLink\" href=\"http:\/\/www.adriansilbernagel.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">www.adriansilbernagel.com<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Having breathed the invisible glass having forfeited my gas mask, last chance before the sea levels everything in its way\u2014killing it with contrast To cough up an excuse, a vow, a word for how eyes are still the vulnerable vowels<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":384,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9926],"tags":[21996],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/714"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/384"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=714"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/714\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1927,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/714\/revisions\/1927"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/libblogs.luc.edu\/requited\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}