In the cooling light of morning, I swept the yeast from the corners of my eyes. I put on wheat, cooked the toast that is, spread the crisp with orange jelly. Spoons spilled out of the drawer. Although I had no plans for the morning or the afternoon, I didn\u2019t want to pick them up and wash them one-by-one. I did, though. A task like that can gnaw at you if you don\u2019t do it. I picked up her book after that and fell asleep.<\/p>\n
Domes accrued. One arch was constructed above my head. A trowel could have dropped and knocked me further into sleep. Further, where the buildings were not only mine, but were built where I told them to be. Oh, why so many buildings? Don\u2019t we need inhabitants to justify all these things?<\/p>\n
When I woke, it was time for lunch, and I ate toast with tuna salad from the refrigerator. My tuna salad has capers, and this is caperless. The knives spilled out. More work.<\/p>\n
But washing all the spoons and knives can be like sorting through old pictures if you look at it right. Memories. All the meals eaten. When you bring a spoon to mouth, of course, you don\u2019t want to think of where it\u2019s been before. But when you wash it, sometimes you can remember how it touched those you loved, and though you\u2019ve washed their germs, there could be a touch of the talismanic. The energy of one you loved resting somewhere below, or maybe above, the disinfected skin.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s best not to think of the departed until sunset. Don\u2019t mar the day with them.<\/p>\n
The sun isn\u2019t so different from a canister of cloves. Or no, that isn\u2019t right. But both are homey when they\u2019re in your home.<\/p>\n
Blooms the day between lunch and dinner. Stretch and stretch of blinding light. It grows, the day, like a child mannequin turns into a mannequin.<\/p>\n
One day in the ancient past, I went to a skating party. A girl in my second-grade class went to the new roller skating rink to celebrate her birthday.<\/p>\n
At the party, I broke my finger.<\/p>\n
Gravity is like an apple. It pulled things together. Sickness is also like an apple in that it also pulls things together. It pulls skin into bone, eyes down, hair off, and it pulls people to the sick to tend to them. God, I hate being tended to.<\/p>\n
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